It had just crossed over the cusp into my 5th house, stirring up my long abandoned creativity, pushing me to express myself artistically. ![]() Pluto has been plumbing the depths of my 4th house, changing how I view myself from the perspective of family, unearthing childhood hang-ups and beliefs, and challenging me to confront them. I’ve been estranged from my father for many years by my own choice, I found out about his death in a typically Uranian and unusual manner. When I first looked this up, I shuddered a bit, hoped for the best, prepared for the worst, and then forgot about it because nothing happened. Pluto and Uranus are not subtle in their effects, although some aspects of how they work are very quiet, silent but deadly… deadly as in they seek to transform, rip off the old skin, to reveal what lies beneath. I am going through a sort of hell at the moment. Anyone else of my generation, the Pluto/Uranus conjunction, feel this way? More than that, I feel as though my time has come… to do what exactly I don’t know… perhaps just to fully embrace what it means to actually be myself, all of me, no holds barred, and to unleash that on the world rather than hide it as I have done for so long. The energies affecting the planet right now are my energies. However since transiting Pluto and Uranus have formed this square, I have felt more at ease on Earth. I have always struggled with such powerful energies, and have spent much of my life feeling like a freak who crash landed on Earth and then didn’t know how to get back to my planet of origin. Natally these two are located in my 1st house of the self, and so their energies, combined and separate are very familiar to me. I was born at the tail end of the generation who had Uranus and Pluto conjunct. This time though, things are different, perhaps because Uranus and Pluto are involved. Usually I only get to see the work of a transit in retrospect, mainly because while it is doing its thing I am so caught up in what is happening that I don’t have time or focus to see the universal picture. ![]() Chaos rules and it has no intention of being ordered and tidy, things are messy, will get messier, but eventually, once the old has been demolished, that which lies underneath will become fertile ground for the new to grow and be built upon. Radical change on the warpath meets destructive transformation of structure and established order. ![]() If you have been following astrology recently, you may have spotted that astrologers everywhere are astro-buzzing about the square between transiting Uranus in Aries and transiting Pluto in Capricorn. And sometimes it is so incredibly spot on that I stare at it open-mouthed wondering how on earth it knows what it knows.
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